Word Vomit

I wish you had your own opinion.
I wish you had your own strength.
I wish you had other options.
It is too much pressure for me to take.

I wish you had your own style.
I wish you had your own thoughts.
I wish you had other options.
It something I think about a lot.

I wish you had your own friends.
I wish you had your own life.
I wish you had other options.
The pain cuts like a knife.

I wish it was different.
I wish it was fun.
I wish I wasn’t faking it.
I don’t think I’m in love.

I wish you wanted me.
I wish I was nice.
I wish I could let go.
I wish I could try.

I’m so exhausted.
I am so done.
I wish I could tell you.
I wish I could run.

I want different things.
I want to be strong.
I want to be right.
I know I am wrong.

Some part of me loves you.
Some part of me cares.
Some part of me hates you.
Some parts are so scared.

I want the excitement.
I want the solitude.
I want the whole package.
I want what this should include.

We are so different.
I am so strong.
You are too weak.
It’s gone on too long.

I don’t want to hurt you.
It’s inevitable I will.
You are too sensitive.
I am too strong-willed.

You think you know me.
You know nothing at all.
You think you want me.
Get past my wall.

There is no hope.
The wall is too high.
You need other options.
I can’t keep standing by.

I am not good enough.
I will never be.
You need to find your forever.
I know that’s not me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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